Memories...

    So this is my first blog post ever and I haven't got a clue what I'm doing but I have a feeling it's going to be just fine in the end. This isn't the first time I have repeated this statement to myself though. I remember saying the same thing when a guy I was dating wrote me a letter(this might not be a big deal to most so I will explain).

The letter(I cant remember if it was dated or not) had no address on it and was not signed by the writer!!! When I opened it, my first thought was what series it reminded me of. It finally hit me that this Man(then my boy friend) had watched an episode on how I met your mother and decided to play me the fool. On the episode in question, Bannie(I have no idea if I wrote his name correctly) could write many letters with the same content and give them to every girl he had no intention of dating long term.

back to my letter now. When I opened it, I thought of many things including the fact that He (my now ex-boyfriend) just wanted to scare me into giving up on the relationship. Then there was that He wanted to know how naive I was(looking back, i think I was very naive and maybe he is somewhere gloating cause of how smart he thinks he is). There was however a part of me that actually thought that I was just being paranoid and and that everything was going to be just fine.... That statement again!!! Now I'm thinking, Is me writing a blog gonna end up fine or even great or is it going to be like my past relationship??